Saturday, April 10, 2004
hmmm...havent blogged for quite some time..
my life has been upside down..
its tiring me out..
not coz of studying but coz of all the other commitments i have..
CLB and track and extra remedial classes...
and then i train in track 3 times a week and i still suck..
i think my coach is loosing confidence in me already....
i better buck up man!
seriously..
or im not gonna have a chance in the team nymore..
bloody hell after today's race im limping like my bro..
and my bro broke his leg..
this sucks man!
nvm...i shall be optimistic and pray and believe in the best!
i can do it!
hilary in da house on Saturday, April 10, 2004
Thursday, March 18, 2004
urgh im irritated!
my bloody coach toks thru his bloody ass!!!
cant stand it!
wed had a minor heat stroke coz my ass of a coach trains us from 8.45am to 12pm!!!
who in the freaking hell trains at mid day when the sun is blistering????!!!!!
after tt training came home and i was super duper sick man...was puking and all...
then today's training he comes and toks abt professions and how he has absolutely no respect for those in the medical and legal field!!!!
wtf made him say smthg like tt!?!??!
coz he says tt the doctors charge damn high prices for panadol and ponstan!??!
firstly...its not the doctors who charge...its the pharmicies...
and secondly...i bet he din think we knew wat ponstan is so he juz said coz probably tts the only drug he noes besides panadol!
coz ponstan is only for gals with menstrual cramps....
he toks thru his bloody ass man!!!
doctors r damn kind pple who save our lives k!
urgh!
then went for lunch and this rude woman at the shop is a bitch!!!!
she was damn rude all the way from the beginning and then collect money like loan shark...
and then i was halfway drinking with the straw in my mouth and she snatches the cup from under me to clear the table!??!
wtf man woman!!!! i was DRINKING!!!!!!
and then my brother comes a pisses me off and juz takes things from my room without even asking..
nevermind tt...comes into my room when im not around and rummages thru my stuff...
wah lao...by this time i was in such a bloody foul mood i juz blew my top man!!!
cant take it nymore...
damn irritated with the world man!
hilary in da house on Thursday, March 18, 2004
Saturday, March 06, 2004
seriously there has been nothing else in my mind rite now but chinese....
i seriously cannot understand its dynamics!
im trying so hard to figure out why it holds such a large "influence" in my life...
my WHOLE life ive been tormented by this thing called CHINESE!!!
in PRI 1, the minute the chinese teacher walked into class i'd get a fever...literally..
my mom, for weeks had to come to school on days i had chinese to bring me home coz i developed a REAL fever...
it was so weird...
ok fine i admit, chinese would help us in the future if we wanna clinch a deal with a client from china...
especially now that china is becoming such a powerful business alley,
but why make it so HARD?!?!?!
i noe that i could come up with an entire thesis as to why making chinese unduly difficult has its bad side effects...
its repercussions would be a resultant negative effect rather than a positve one...
coming from my own life experiences...
im sorry for boring u all with this but there is nothing more dominant in my thoughts rite now...
CLB here i come...
hilary in da house on Saturday, March 06, 2004
Friday, March 05, 2004
jealousy
jealous.
hilary in da house on Friday, March 05, 2004
chinese sux!!!!!!
hate everything abt it especially the fact tt im one and cant speak it for nuts!!!
got an ungraded for oral and overall E8!!!
wtf man?!?!?!
i noe its not exactly tt crucial for me to do well in chinese..
coz nyway im gonna be leaving..
but how horrid is an E8 on ur cert?!?!?!
i guess maybe truly thinking abt it..
since i noe im nv gonna be able to pass it nyway if i take it again..
it wld be best to take CLB...
i think i shld've juz switched from the beginning...
in a total dilemma now...
a pass in chinese is smthg tt i wld like to see man..
so i guess CLB is my only option out...
i dont understand y they must make passing chinese so damn bloody difficult!?
i mean all the elaborate idioms and vocab wont be used in daily speech nyway rite?
so y is it ur deemed a failure in the language when u cant express ur views in a flowery way?
i can speak BASIC chinese....
and i mean isnt tt enough?
no one will condemn me in china if i cant say "where is the toilet?" in a fancy way!
and i can conduct a conversation so wats the problem!?
urgh.....im pissed!
hilary in da house on Friday, March 05, 2004
Sunday, February 22, 2004
havent blogged in a while..
i guess school is starting to really take a toll..
with geog tests every week!
essays to hand up...other tests to study for..
track trainings like 3 times a week!
school can kill man!
but i guess tts the life of a j2!
juz took part in the national vertical challenge 2004 today...
suz, vali, kok wai, nitin and i were a team.
and they called us the cjc soccer club!
so embarrassing k!
girls in a soccer club?!
anyway we did surprisingly well...
coz we got dumped into the open category instead of inter jc...
and in the end we got overall 4th!
got medal but tts abt it...
but its quite frustrating when we think abt it..
coz if each of us ran 4sec faster...
then our combined time wld be 3rd placing instead of 4th..
and we cld've gotten an additional $500 cash prize and a trophy!
bloody hell!!!
only 4sec!
i noe alot of things i cld do with the money man...
hai...but i guess its over and there's nothing we can do abt it now...
cts are coming up next week!
guess ill be studying for those..
or at least TRYING to...
good luck all!!!do ur best!!!
hilary in da house on Sunday, February 22, 2004
Friday, February 06, 2004
been reflecting...
life hasnt really given me anything to be unhappy about...
truly truly grateful for everything that ive been blessed with these past 17 years...
nothing truly in my life i can complain about...
nothing that not everyone has to go thru..
ive got parents who r rather reasonable and whom i noe truly love me...
a WONDERFUL loving family...
my dear jeremy who is always there for me when i need him the most!
love u lots!
and school is not exactly loading its stresses on me YET!!!
but i can see signs of it coming on...
thurs there was econs test...today there was geog test and tmr(SATURDAY MORNING) ive got a math test...
totally screwed up the geog man!
seriously...
monday there is x country!
dono if im happy or not..hahaz...
nyway this WHOLE week i cldnt spend time at all with jerm coz my training is on mon wed and fri and his is on tues and thurs...
then normally we can go out like b4 my training on fri but he had driving...
sigh....
next week will be the same!!
but valentine's day is coming!
hmmmm.....
hilary in da house on Friday, February 06, 2004
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
i think i havent blogged for quite a while huh?
anyway the weekend tt juz passed was rather hectic but fun man..
din get any work done...
my aunt from malaysia has come down 3 times in jan alone!
so happy man!
love it when she comes down..
my home always becomes so much more lively when she's around man..
nyway she came down again over the long weekend...
she's been coming down more coz of my grandma la...
but nevertheless its fun!
every nite we go out for nice dinner and all..
totally rocks man!
my cuz came down with her as well..
then my bro and my cuz were playing in the garden near the pool..
then near the pool ive got this 8ft wall..
my dumb cuz and bro decided to climb the wall and jump off it..
my cuz jumped off it fine...
but my bro jumped and slipped and fell in the wrong way..
then he broke his leg...so smart man!
now everywhere he walks in the house he can be heard..haha..
the crutches are so noisy!
hahaz...
then i was playing with my bro's crutches and jerm said i shldnt coz if i do...
ill be the next using the crutches!
choy choy!
but u noe my uncle recently needed crutches too and when he did my bro was playing with it...
hmmmm...now look who's on the crutches...
uncanny!
hilary in da house on Tuesday, February 03, 2004